This is more of a proud mom brag moment………
My beautiful little Bella, is student of the month in her middle school. This is an amazing accomplishment. I’m so very proud of her. This little spit fire of mine has accomplished so much in her 12 yrs of life. She’s been student council president 2 yrs in a row, straight “A” student, “A” team for soccer, was “A” team for basketball. This girl, 3 yrs ago, raised 2000 dollars for MS foundation to support her grandma. I couldn’t be a prouder mom. Her life isn’t easy having a mom that sometimes hides in her room or is to busy with her 4 siblings. She shines thru it all though. She always puts a smile on my face, even on my darkest days. She gives me life. She also gives me proof that I’m doing something right. Her other siblings have some equal accomplishments, all try hard and all have had good grades. Bella is different though, she hungers for more, and she gets it. I have no doubt in my mind, that her dream to play Olympic soccer will come true one day. She always fights for what she wants and never quits.
She gives me reason to fight. Reason to feel better, to not let my bipolar win. If she can accomplish all of this, with a bipolar mom, I can be stronger then my bipolar for her. I will not let it control me.
I hope one day my daughter sees just how much of hero she is to me. How much fight she gives me. I don’t know what I’d do with out her. She is my shining star. The light I see through my darkness.
Anyways, I’m a flighty today in my thoughts, so I hope this didn’t drive anyone crazy. Lol
Remember make your day beautiful and shine like the stars you all are.